The Wonders of Life

This month has been one of the hardest months of my life, but also the most rewarding. I'm learning to stand on my own two feet and find who I am. This month has also come with a lot of challenges. There are days where I wear a smile and days where I cry. There's days where I feel myself and other days where I wish I could go back in time just to relive one moment. If you're struggling and in a place of doubt and confusion don't give up. God will give you the strength you need to get through. He will not give you something you can't handle. That for me personally is loss and not knowing what I am supposed to do. Does anyone really know what they're supposed to do? If you do, I am really happy for you and praying it all works out as planned. If not, we're in the same boat. I feel like I tried to grow myself up to fast and have this perfect picture of what life is supposed to be like. Life is not at all that pretty picture I painted in my head. I always wanted to have so many friends, have the time of the life, be the life of the party, go out all the time and enjoy it. It's never been that way for me. I have to accept it. Every life is different and everyone goes down different paths. Some paths lead to other paths with people on it and then they go in different directions because that's where they were called to go. Sometimes you have to walk the road alone and figure things out that way. In those times of walking alone, that's when God speaks the most. God really is at work in the darkest of times. I just have to keep reminding myself each day will get better and that each day is unique in it's own way. Enjoy where you are at right now because it'll help you in the next season of your life! There's always something positive in every storm! Try and find your rainbow!